Thursday, January 23, 2025
Even if You are Ugly...

All her life, no one had ever told her she was beautiful. Instead, they mocked her. Some said she looked scary; others ridiculed her legs and her face. If anyone gave her a compliment, it was backhanded: "At least your stature makes up for your unattractive face." The words carved into her self-esteem, and she began to believe them, seeing herself as ugly and unworthy.

She tried to compensate for her perceived flaws by being a people pleaser. She bent over backward to make others happy, even if it meant sacrificing her own dignity. She lay flat, metaphorically and sometimes literally, just to be walked on. Anything to feel accepted, even if only for a moment.

Then Graham came into her life. The first man to ever tell her she was beautiful.

Graham was handsome—too handsome, she thought, to be calling someone like her beautiful. When he first said it, she laughed nervously, trying to deflect.

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"Have you seen my sister? She's way more beautiful," she said, almost daring him to take his words back.

"I've seen her," Graham replied, his gaze steady. "And you are beautiful."

Her heart skipped, but she wasn’t ready to believe him. "Have you seen my cousin? She's way more beautiful."

"Yes, I’ve seen her too," Graham said with a small smile, "and you are way more beautiful."

No one had ever spoken to her like that before. For the first time, she felt something stir—a spark of hope, of worth. When Graham proposed, she accepted readily, almost desperately. It felt like a dream, but a lingering shadow of doubt remained. She couldn’t shake the feeling that someone like him couldn’t truly love someone like her.

Because of this, she treated him like a god. His wish was her command.

When he disrespected her in public, she stayed silent, convinced that speaking up might shatter the fragile world she had built with him. When he spent hours on the phone talking to other women, she didn’t confront him. Instead, she turned her anger toward the women, calling them and pleading with them to leave her husband alone.

Instead of fighting Graham over his behavior, she convinced herself that he didn’t deserve her, adopting an air of indifference that only pushed him further away. Graham began to believe the opposite—that she didn’t deserve him.

He started doing whatever he pleased. He bought new clothes and fancy shoes for himself, but none for her. He splurged on expensive creams and perfumes for his own use, never sparing a thought for what she might need. When he had extra money, he gave it to his friends. When he wanted to party, he partied with them, leaving her behind.

She proudly called him her husband, but he barely acknowledged her as his wife. Introductions were rare, and when they did happen, he was reluctant and dismissive. Graham began to absorb the opinions of those around him.

“Why did you marry someone who doesn’t suit you?” his mother asked, her tone dripping with disapproval.

“She doesn’t compliment you,” his sister said flatly, her eyes cold.

And Graham believed them. Why wouldn’t he? His wife acted like he was a prize she could never deserve.

While she worked hard to make their marriage look picture-perfect to outsiders, Graham worked just as hard to keep his distance. He had convinced himself he was too good for her, and she let him believe it.

But something shifted inside her. She began to grow tired of waiting for Graham to love her the way she deserved.

She stopped hoping he would be kind to her and started being kind to herself. She stopped hoping he would spend time with her and instead spent time with herself and her family. She stopped wishing he would take care of her like she had always taken care of him and began to care for herself instead.

She stopped waiting for his compliments and started complimenting herself in the mirror every morning.

One day, as she was brushing her hair, she looked at her reflection and realized she didn’t even need Graham anymore. Everything she had hoped he would do for her, she was already doing for herself.

She smiled at her reflection, not with the bitter edge of someone who had been wronged but with the quiet satisfaction of someone who had finally found her worth. She didn’t need anyone to validate her. Even if she wasn't beautiful, she deserved to be loved like the human she was. Even if she may be the most beautiful woman in the world, she was beautiful in her own way—and it was enough.

Author: StoryStella
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